Wednesday, May 9, 2018
The Office of Preaching and the Church Today
This is a link to the lecture I presented to the Augustana District of Lutheran Congregations in Mission for Christ (LCMC) at its annual convention on May 5, 2018, in Hutchinson, Minnesota. It follows up on LCMC's discussion of qualifications for ministry at its gathering last fall.
Click on this link
Saturday, April 7, 2018
A Beloved Aunt, a Grave, and the Two-Lazy-J Ranch,
My Uncle Arlen Rounds asked me to speak at my dear Aunt Ida Mae's funeral today.
This afternoon Aunt Ida will take one last trip in this world, to Red Owl of all the little ignominious places in this big wide world. There she'll be laid down near my grandpa Buster and grandma Luberta in a fenced off section of West River pasture land on a day as wintery cold as the one twenty-odd years ago when we committed Grandpa to the earth — ashes to ashes, dust to dust. Come spring (yes, that's almost a prayer right now), come spring the snow will be a dim memory, and you'll be able to cast your eyes west and see thunderheads growing over the Hills to stretch over the vast blue sky. And around that fenced-in plot, for as far as you can see the yellow and white clover, the alfalfa, and the purple coneflowers will delight with color and wafting sweetness.
It's fitting for Aunt Ida to come full circle and await the resurrection in the land of central Meade County that so shaped her, as it did to so many of us. When you drive north and a little west of Red Owl, past Cammack's place and the intersection with the Stoneville school and what was the store and post office, you'll head around the curve at Stoneville Hill, and finally see the specific little ranch that shaped Ida, the 2-Lazy J Ranch nestled down on a creek bed. A ranch house that began as a pioneer dugout in the side of a hill. The garage. A couple granaries. The cabin, bum lamb shed, outhouse, barn. And north of all the buildings, the prairie dog mounds and bone pile.
In my college office in Iowa, up on the top shelf of too many books, I have a calf skull that came from that boneyard. Every time I glance its way, it nearly nods back, as if to say, "You, old man, come from the dirt and manure of the Jones ranch. You come from the warm morning stove in the ranch house. You come from summers baling hay and winters breaking ice in cattle troughs. Your epigenetic processes are shaped by opening gates so Uncle Bobby can drive the pickup through and by the struggle to get that blamed thing closed again. Your intestinal biome is fed by home canning and milk straight from an actual cow. Your sleep patterns were established up those steep steps in an antiques bed with a chamber pot under it at the ready. You may think you're at home in the world, but you won't be until you drive up that lane, get out of your car, and stand there just above the rusting cans and junk of the trash dump, next to the sandstone face Grandpa carved, creek in front of you and windbreak behind. You will breath in air as it should be and settle in to who you really are." I think you all need your own office skull to remind you of these things.
None of us ever understands how deeply we're shaped by place. When you take in the ranch you can see what made Aunt Ida. Joneses have always had to ride low to the ground. Ranch life ain't easy. So Aunt Ida became practical and resilient, happy with small pleasures. You don't survive for long in ranch country without the bonds created with those around you, like the Lees, the Vigs, the Orths, Youngs, and more from Red Owl to Fairpoint and Union Center to Opal. Ida knew the importance of those bonds of family and friendship. She carried it out everywhere she lived, in her college days at BH, in Custer, Ogden, Elko, Sitka, and Laramie. You could see her deep dependence on and joy in others in her connections in Does and Eastern Star and her love of the folks at that little congregation in Medicine Bow.
Last night as so many of us gathered under Dee's gracious roof, I recognized these same grounded, landed, and practical qualities of character around the room. Uncle Bobby's doesn't have much strength for story-telling, and since my dad died, I've depended on Ida Mae's storehouse of prairie family lore. This is, perhaps the one of the last times we'll gather all of us as the product of that land. But Aunt Ida will have been one of the homely channels that made us these people.
There's another cemetery up Boulder Canyon on a hill above Deadwood, and there's another gravestone marked with the name Ida. She was my Aunt Ida's grandmother, grandpa's mother Ida Cale. This is our other family plot, for baby Jimmy is buried there, too. Today we stand with arms stretched from plot to plot Ida to Ida. Thankful, yes. Sorrowful, certainly. But for me I'm mostly eager to see once again my beloved aunt. She, one of the last who had known me my whole life. Aunt Ida with the ready grin. Ida with Buster's twinkly eye. Ida who knew my parents' feet of clay and showed me how to loved them. Ida on whom the shadow of Grandma's own darkness and that of a passel of alcoholic blue-talking uncles sometimes descended. Ida of the embroidery, the bookkeeping, the following of a tall Forest Service man with eyes twinklier than her dad's, of the scrolling handwriting. Ida of the strong love for her children and now grandchildren, who could only speak that love with a squeeze of a hand, even when she couldn't move the fingers that once played Great Grandma Mamie's Price & Teeple upright piano in the living room at the ranch.
Oh, we've been loved by her. We give her back, hardly wanting to release our grip. Thank God we can do it by placing her back in the bosom of that land that, even now, holds us all and waits to unfold what has belonged to it all along. Goodbye, Aunt Ida Mae. We'll see you on the Youngest Day, when this good gumbo earth bears its final fruit.
Saturday, January 20, 2018
Gine's flamingo feather
It's been a couple weeks now since my sister Gine's funeral. I hadn't wanted to speak at it, but my brother-in-law Joe demanded it. This is what I came up with in our hotel room that morning.
In my sister Gine and Joe's magnificent teal and turquoise bathroom, there's a picture frame hanging on the wall. What it contains she found on a trip to visit Mary and me and has deep meaning for me.
Gine had twisted Joe's arm enough that he consented to take time away from his other marriage to RCS and drive the 12 hours across the state through Sioux Falls, where months later she would be gifted with a competent, listening oncologist, an incomparable nurse navigator, and other staff who regarded her as a complete person worthy of their best efforts.
But that would be months away. On this trip they drove past the signs for Avera Health and continued down toward Omaha on I-29 and east halfway across Iowa. They came for our annual Palm Sunday shrimp boil: andouille sausages, onions, shrimp, and corn on the cob boiled together and dumped in the middle of the table. Around that table were our pastor and his wife, along with their three little girls, still another a couple recovering from addiction and expecting a baby, and, by phone, my brother Troy. Our sister Lynne arrived from Gettysburg a day later. Afterward we engaged in a little Cards Against Humanity and delighted in the laughter that arose at a pastor's wife being forced to say those things.
You'd think that would have been the utter highlight of the trip. But there's no photo of of us all enjoying ourselves in that frame a few blocks west of here in their house. It contains no family pic or vacation shot but instead holds something just as precious to my sister: one solitary sherbet orange and pink flamingo feather.
She picked up that feather from the ground at the Blank Park Zoo in Des Moines that week as she and Joe played tourist at places we never think of visiting: the botanical center (think Gine's greenhouse but way bigger), Zombie Burger + Drink Lab, the state Capitol, and Blank Park Zoo. The flamingo feather lay on the ground and her sharp eye spotted it, something she regarded as a singular thing of beauty and a rare find for a kid from happily unrefined West River country.
That she took a feather that probably had lain there next to a gob of decidedly non-pink flamingo poop and back at home turned it into an object of art and pride and joy, and that she placed it in a frame to be honored and valued says something profound about Gine.
There were easily any number of times in her life where you could have found her down low, waiting and hoping to be picked up, revered, valued. When it didn't happen she built a space around herself with small objects of beauty or created and crafted the beauty herself. The trinkets and tchotchkes invariably connected to places she felt happy or to people who had noticed the feather she was. The crafted cards were sent to those same people.
My sister Gine loved deeply, starting with that Christmas Eve baby in Manhattan, Kansas, with such an unwieldy name: Brandon Augustus Jones. She was central operator on the line, staying connected with us siblings, Troy, Lynne and me. When her dogs Kramer and Suie died her, grief was a great as the unconditional acceptance she got from them. And when our Papa died just over a year ago, she was inconsolable. Everything around her was something that promised her love, joy, and value.
And then along came my brother-in-law Joe. He was the third of those things, and I didn't expect much out of such a misogynistic, mullet-wearing Wisconsinite. But what I'm so grateful to come to know is that Joe Mack is the most righteous upstanding husband I'd ever want for her, a man who himself spots flamingo feathers, picks them up, and places them in a frame of honor. My sister's last years with Joe were years of being valued, of Joe walking in the door and catching his breath because of the beautiful woman he saw waiting for him.
They made quite a pair of feather finders. I thank you Joe for these last months when Gine couldn't bear to look in the mirror because of the ravages of this vile disease but could take your loving gaze. Thank you for putting her in a place of honor in your heart.
And Brandon, the recipient of 36 years of love, you, too, hold a delicate feather in your palm, for she gave herself to you and lived as best she could to take you into the full, gracious, thoughtful manhood you now present to the world. You know there were lots of opportunities it could have gone crap-wise. If it had, she would have loved you even then.
We're sure going to miss her laughter, so often aimed at herself, her birthday cards, her garden, her secret place in the back yard, her piles of rock treasures found in the Hills, her retirement job as number one Rapid City Rush fan. Our dear daughter, mother, sister, aunt, cousin, friend, and quirky loyal companion. To day, hold your hand up, and imagine a flamingo feather in your palm. Our Gine. Regine. Gina. Regina. Gine Dean. And now blow gently and let her float away into the utter grace and acceptance where God collects such precious things.
Wednesday, December 27, 2017
My first best friend
My sister Regine died last night. Gine. Ginchen. Gina. Gina Dean. She was my first best friend. My playmate. My boon companion. My teacher. The lens through which I came to see the world.
She came into the world sixty years ago in uneasy circumstances, the daughter of an unwed refugee mother, but loved deeply by my mom, who provided all she could. For months she lived in an orphanage. When my dad came into the picture, a GI stationed in Germany and falling for this German waitress, he adopted her. Gine celebrated that day every year as the day of being wanted.
The only others who've known me my entire life are a dwindling number, all well into their eighties. For my first seven years, until a preemie brother arrived, and for another decade beyond, my life and Gine's were inextricably bound. The thick of it we gobbled eagerly and with joy. And the thin of bitter cumbersome family insecurity we swallowed down, each knowing the other stood alongside.
Much of those hardest times is stuck in some safe irretrievable quarter of my brain that I'm loath to access. But not Gine, who's lodged in my heart. It's not a place I could use to shield her from the darkest quiddities of her life — and certainly not from those fucking lung cancer cells or finally from from death stepping in to say, "Now." But as she grew weaker and smaller and her breaths became shallower, my heart expanded to see my nephew Brandon step up as caregiver and her husband Joe fight relentlessly for her and unexpectedly become my friend.
My faith starts with the color plates in my mom's German Bible before I could read. But Gine comes next and had even greater influence. She went to kindergarten at our church where they learned and sang hymns rather than kid's ditties like "London Bridge." It was a trickle-down hymnological economy that actually worked. I gained the language of faith from her. Like a tow-headed Paul who handed on what had first been given her. "My faith looks up to thee, thou lamb of Calvary, savior deevine." "Beau-tee-ful savior, king of creation." "Thine is the glory, ris'n conqu'ring son. Endless is the victory thou or death hast won." This was the playlist in the way-back of our light blue 1963 Ford Fairlane station wagon as we drove to our grandparent's ranch for Easter or home with two sides of beef after butchering in November. We sang the words that now have become my stock in trade, my syllabi, my lifeblood.

When I was six or so, Gine and I were running through the sprinkler of a blue-skied summer morning alongside our eight-wide trailer house. When she said we should play school under the Chinese elm in the corner of the yard, I demurred. I knew who got to be teacher, and it wasn't me. So I headed in for a glass of Kool-Aid. Coming around the front of the trailer, I grabbed the hitch, and a jolt of electricity discovered my body was the shortest way into the ground. Gripped by literal power greater the myself, I couldn't free myself. All my understanding and efforts, my wits and wrenching were useless. My voice was so weak Gine couldn't hear me yelling. But she came nonetheless. She sauntered over in her leather sandals, safe from the electrical demon. She casually grabbed my arm and pulled me free from death's grip. And she was singing. "I know that my redeemer lives."
Two weekends ago Mary and I heard our son Sam's professional choir perform Handel's Messiah with the St. Paul Chamber Orchestra. When we finally got to the soprano aria with that same text, "I know that my redeemer liveth," I was in tears. I recognized again the enormity of what Gine had done. Oh, she would never say it was anything at all. But I'm alive today because of her. And it's a life steeped in hope and resurrection.
I know how our Lord works. I know that my sister liveth. My Beloved Ginchen, co-traveler through pine forests and Dakota prairies, enchanted by the delicate and beautiful, creator of her own beauty, lover of snow. She and I are perishable indeed. Yet the perishable will put on the imperishable. And the dead will be raised. In a moment, in the twinkling of an eye. I know twinkling, for those were her eyes.
Tuesday, October 31, 2017
Mensch Luther: Wittenberg 1517 to Grand View 2017
This lecture was delivered at the October 2017 faculty and staff colloquium at Grand View University, a monthly forum where colleagues present research for the wider community.
One of the problems with
understanding Martin Luther and the Reformation is how much of what we think we
know has been handed on without really engaging the Reformer himself. This
week’s issue of the New Yorker
features a lengthy article about Luther by Joan Acocella, a much-lauded dance
critic and a regular book reviewer for the magazine. As happy as I am to see an
article about my home boy, it was all I could do to get through it. Last summer
our colleague Mark Mattes and I were privileged to join a few hundred others at
the International Luther Congress in Wittenberg, Germany, where the world's
best-known Luther and Reformation scholars presented consistently lively and
reliable work that tended carefully to Luther's preaching and teaching, and
especially to his context and nuanced theology. In contrast, Acocella's facile
cherry-picking of secondary sources neglected the first task of the historian,
which is to listen to the primary sources on
their own terms. A Nick Little illustration accompanying the article
showing a pixilated Luther, hammer and Ninety-Five Theses in hand, was an apt
match for the article's content, which sent Luther through a twenty-first
century lens that created a distorted picture of the man that looked little
like the Luther found in his own words.
This, of course, is nothing
new. Luther biographers tend to create Luther in their own image, producing work
that reflects the author's own predilections and suspicions as much as or more
than the Wittenberg friar's. As someone who dealt with the multiple theological
and political issues descending on him and who never developed a systematic
rendering of his ideas like Aquinas before him or Calvin after him, Luther
didn't make it easy for biographers and historians. One can almost hear the
reformer sigh when he said that, after his death, people would make of him what
they will. And we certainly have.
It already happened during
Luther’s lifetime with woodcuts like this one of Luther as the devil’s
instrument. In more recent times Luther has been forced through the 19th
and 20th century historical-critical meat grinder and critiqued for
an approach to the Bible that doesn’t square with our own enlightened and
less-superstitious views. Luther’s scurrilous writings against the Jews
(something no serious scholar or theologian I know today will excuse him for)
have been named a cause of the Holocaust and he himself has become the
ur-racist. Tolerant liberals, among whom I usually claim a spot, have regarded
him as an intolerant hot-head. And if criticism of Luther isn’t your bent, then
you’ve probably been handed the great hero and prophet Luther who held high the
standard of truth against the papal antichrist, the Luther of pre-Vatican II
Lutheran tirades against Roman tyranny.
When you mention Luther,
most people, if they know anything at all about him, will be able to link him
to the posting of the Ninety-Five Theses on the door of the All Saints Church,
which served as the worship place for the Saxon prince’s castle and for the
recently founded University of Wittenberg. Beyond that event 500 years ago next
week, they might be able to tell you that the Theses exploded across Europe and
led to an irreparable breach in western Christianity. Since this is the
anniversary year, and since the Theses are the usual entry point into Luther’s
life and thought, let’s use them as a way to understand him and, in the end,
find something in Luther that bears consequences for our day-to-day lives at
Grand View.
The first thing you need to
know about Luther nailing the Theses on the door of the Castle Church is that
it may not have happened. We do know with certainty that Luther had them
printed in Latin and sent them with a cover letter to the Archbishop of Mainz
who had authority over the nearby territory the indulgence preacher Johann
Tetzel was working in. But we have no primary evidence that Luther grabbed a
hammer and nails, left his desk at the Augustinian monastery, walked the
quarter mile up Collegienstraße, and posted the Theses. Because neither Luther
nor anyone else at the time recorded the event (sorry, no Facebook live
streaming in early modern Europe), many scholars will tell you it’s all part of
the mythology that arose around the hero Luther. But it’s an argument from
silence. You can’t say something didn’t happen, because you don’t have a record
of it.
In fact, we know that the
church door did indeed serve as the 16th century version of myView
for his university, the city, and the princely court. The Theses were the announcement
of Luther’s intention to hold a scholarly disputation – a debate on the Ninety-Five
statements – at the University. And we know that these sorts of debates were
held on a regular basis (frequently at 6:00 a.m. on a Saturday morning), and
that they would have been announced in a place where all would be notified.
There’s no reason to think that this particular disputation would have been
treated any differently. What I would argue with in the story, though, is that
he used hammer and nails. Scholars I’ve read lately argue convincingly that
Luther would have used wax or paste to post his document. It’s so much better
for doors not to be riddled with nail holes.
The usual way the story of
the posting of the Theses proceeds is that Luther had a sudden revelation while
sitting on the cloaca (that would be an inhouse version of an outhouse) and
rushed to put quill to paper, because he wanted to wanted to slap the Roman
church in the face. But Luther was a much more careful biblical scholar than
that, not nearly the rash zealot he’s made out to be. Five years before the
Theses, Luther was awarded his doctorate by being shown a Bible, being given a
biretta (the doctoral cap), and a gold ring. He had to swear an oath to preach
and teach the truth and, basically, to rat out anyone who didn’t. He took his
oath seriously, and over the following years did his best to open his material
for his students. He was, by all accounts, a hugely popular teacher, with
students crowding his classroom (including, according to Shakespeare, a young
melancholy prince from Denmark named Hamlet).
In his own university
training Luther learned the humanist catch phrase “ad fontes” or “to the sources, and saw classical texts like the
ancient church fathers and, especially his own sacred text in the Christian
scriptures as more authoritative than Roman canon law. As he delved into the
Bible to prepare his lectures, he came up against the church’s demand of facete quod in te est (do what is within
you to do). It was part of the particulate that formed when the catalyst of
Aristotle’s idea of ethical perfectibility mixed with medieval theology in the Summa theologica of Thomas Aquinas, for
instance. Luther’s reading of St. Paul helped him see that the demand to
perform sufficient good works was an impossible requirement.
So the first shift we see in
his thinking is anthropological: Human beings cannot achieve what God demands
by their own effort or understanding. By October 31, 1517, Luther had already
written plenty against the prevailing approach. In May he wrote Johannes Lang,
his friend from his days as a university student, that “Aristotle is gradually
falling from his throne, and his final doom is only a matter of time.”[1]
And in September he wrote the “Disputation against Scholastic Theology,”[2]
which should have been explosive but ended up as a smoke bomb.
For Luther, the question of
indulgences, though, was more than a mere academic theological question. It was
a matter of pastoral care. He saw the sale of indulgences as a creating a
massive religious front where people were coerced into an activity that did
more damage than good. He was an ordained priest who knew his vocation included
the care of his people. If Johann Tetzel were to bring to Saxony his
fundraising campaign for rebuilding St. Peter’s Basilica in Rome and to repay
the debts the Archbishop of Mainz owed to the Fugger banking family, then it
was no different from one of the waves of the black plague that rolled across
Europe to take everyone it could. For Luther, the Ninety-Five Theses were a
prophylactic measure designed to prevent the sickness from entering into his
own prince’s territory.
If you think the response
from both Luther’s supporters and antagonists was a wild fire racing across the
Holy Roman Empire, it, too is more nuanced. Printers, who in that day didn’t
have to contend with copyright laws, were free to print whatever they thought
would be profitable. Before Gutenberg and the printing press, the spread would
have moved at the speed of one copyist writing a letter at a time. But movable
type turned something like the Ninety-Five Theses into Flugschriften (flying writings). But the Theses were in Latin, so only
the literate nobility or educated theologians would have had access or
understood the technicalities of Luther’s argument. But a few months later,
Luther prepared the Sermon on Indulgences
and Grace, where he made the same points, this time in German, and with a
winsomeness and accessibility that the Theses lacked. Timothy Wengert, who’s
become one of the best Reformation historians on this continent, says,
this tract more than any other catapulted Luther into
the public eye and made him a best-selling author overnight. Here Luther’s
clear explanations of complicated theological arguments and his edgy style, in
which he repeatedly attacked scholastic theologians and their “opinions,” made
a splash with the German reading public.[3]
Luther reshaped the Theses
into this later sermon because, from the start, he saw this as a pastoral issue
that created troubled consciences and stole money from the pockets of people
who could ill afford an indulgence. In essence the church itself had broken the
Seventh Commandment because it gave no just return on the payments of the
pious. The church took their money, promising a Get-Out-of-Purgatory-Free card
but gave them a worthless fill-in-the-blanks form instead. Luther was certain
that the church had more than empty promises to give and, in abiding by his
doctoral oath, sought to deliver the truth.
The goal here was freedom
for those troubled consciences, which Luther saw as a person’s estimation of
their standing before other people and, mostly, before God. If Paul was right
in Galatians 5:1 when he said, “For freedom Christ has set us free. Stand fast
and do not submit again to a yoke of slavery,” then a practice like indulgences
forced people into captivity and worked counter to office of the keys Christ
gave the church, that is, its vocation of freeing people and quelling those
consciences.
By the time Luther would
write On the Freedom of a Christian
three years later, he’d long left the question of indulgences but had advanced
to his second move: If human beings can’t improve themselves sufficiently, the
righteousness God requires must come another way. For Luther it could only
arrive through language that delivered what it said, in this case the gospel
proclamation about Jesus Christ that, in its declaration, actually gave the
benefits God’s word said Christ came to bestow: forgiveness, life, freedom, and
salvation.
No matter the issue that
cropped up, no matter his opponents on the left or on the right, in Rome or
among the radical reformers, now it became a categorical issue. There’s Christ,
on the one hand, who saves, and everything else, on the other hand, that does
not. Both in Luther’s day and in ours, he would counter anything from that
everything-else category that was presented itself as offering what it had no
ability to deliver on. In October 1517 it was indulgences. Later it was whether
becoming a professional religious person could advance your cause with God.
Another time it was a question of whether Christians could be soldiers.
Elsewhere it was what made for a blessed death. And everywhere it was what
freedom such faith opened for people struggling daily to get things right, in
the world, to be sure, but also in the quiddities of daily life and the web of
relationships we operate in.
As a university of the
Lutheran church, we can understand Grand View’s identity as grounded in these three
very Luther-ly things: truth, freedom, and vocation. First, the Reformation and
the role Luther played in it arose from scholarship. Lutherans have been well
aware of our roots at the University of Wittenberg. If Luther and his fellow
humanists sought out the most reliable sources – ad fontes – then our own careful scholarship is an extension of
that rich tradition. Luther swore fealty to the truth, not simply to a set of
facts, but really to a way of being, a stance vis a vis the world. To seek the
truth is to be dissatisfied with the same-old same-old, to understand what
makes each of us tick, to seek solutions for all the little people whose
problems don’t amount to a hill of beans in this crazy world.[4]
So a Lutheran university
goes after the truth: From the sub-atomic depths of quantum physics to gravity
waves and dark matter. From the meaning of justice in “criminal justice” to
seeking the connection between health and a nurse’s technique of applying care.
From how a noble goal of standard American English can mitigate against
inclusion to how John Donne’s poems speak to the core of human experience and
how deeply racism has permeated American culture. And in my own discipline,
from the ways religion, wittingly or not, can widen the divide between peoples
and how faith frees people to cross those chasms.
Second, if Luther’s actions
to counter the lucrative indulgence market arose from a desire to free people
from binding restrictions, then there’s a direct line from Wittenberg in 1517
to Grand View in 2017 and our entire history as a “school for life” where we
offer an education that frees and advances the lives of all – not just the
privileged few who can purchase access to the levers of change. Our Danish
Lutheran founders were not merely genteel adherents to N.F.S. Grundtvig’s
educational philosophy, they also knew his theology. Luther’s Ninety-Five
Theses is a move was paralleled by Grundtvig’s approach 300 years later. The
great founder of the modern Danish church and culture argued that we are humans
first and Christians second.
What he meant was that human
needs are always present, and Christian proclamation comes to address those
needs. In our particular student population, those human needs and the binding
burdens our students face are astounding. Our new GVCares grant is proof of
that. But the freedom longed for goes beyond financial exigencies. It reaches
out from our individual yearning to escape conflict, uncertainty, and violence
and discover peace, joy, and even liberty from ourselves and our own history.
Finally, Luther’s moves 500
years ago stemmed from his own understanding of his vocation. His view was
nothing like Frederic Buechner’s definition of vocation as the place where your
deep gladness meets the world’s deep hunger. Luther wouldn’t tolerate the
self-focused way of hearing Buechner that too often happens in our discussions
of vocation. For Luther, vocation was always seen through the lens of Christ’s
cross. There, he saw selflessness so radical that God’s kenosis, that is, God’s
emptying of God’s very being, suffered utter devastation that matched what
another Dane, Søren Kirkegaard called our “sickness unto death.” For Luther,
vocation was never something that made a person feel fulfilled or affirmed
their gifts and talents. Instead, for him giving was dying, pure and simple.
We have to wonder what could
possibly lead a person to desire such a life of emptying oneself for others.
For Luther it was the enormity of what Christ had done for him. It was a truth
and a freedom that so gripped him that he risked the ire of the greatest
religious power of his age and of the entire Holy Roman Empire. It was a
promise that delivered the goods with such certainty that nothing could
separate him from the love of God that allowed him, in some later accounts of
the Diet of Worms, to say, “Here I stand. I can do no other.”
This is what makes Grand
View part of Lutheranism’s mission in the world. It’s the assertion that
exploration of truth, freedom, and vocation – especially in a context where
matters of faith are part of the mix – are an essential part both of being
human and of being Christian. We ought to see that as something that doesn’t
install a ceiling that limits thought, the sharing of ideas, or the exploration
of any discipline, but is instead an open door that values these things. We’re
not a Lutheran university because we demand that that everyone in this
community of learning adhere to a religious party line, but because our own
values find their genetic imprint already laid out from the Reformation’s
initial spark five hundred years ago this month. Five hundred years of that
business is worth celebrating.
Thursday, October 19, 2017
Serpent and Savior Lifted Up for You
This sermon was preached at Holy Cross Lutheran Church (LCMC) in Maple Lake, Minnesota, on Sunday, October 15, 2017, as part of their weekend-long 500th anniversary celebration of the Reformation.
Grace and peace to you my friends, from God our
Father and the Lord Jesus Christ. Amen.
Oh, those poor Israelites! Here we go again. They
are the whiniest, most unappreciative people God could have chosen. I can’t
imagine that there weren’t times during their 40 years in the wilderness that
God didn’t think, “Maybe I should have chosen the Babylonians instead.” Here
God has led them out of slavery in Egypt and is taking them to the land
promised to their ancestors Sarah and Abraham. God could have left them back in
Egypt to come under Pharaoh’s bigger and bigger demands: “Make more bricks, use
less straw, and remember your lives are in my royal Egyptian hands. One step
out of line and you’re done for.”
They all knew exactly what conditions had been like.
And they knew the miracles of the plagues, the death of the first-born, and a
walk across the sea that God had used to set them on their way to freedom. But
to them it wasn’t enough for God to show his own gracious hand for them to
believe him. They moaned about having to eat trail mix three meals a day. But
God was patient. God sent quails to eat in the evening and manna in the
morning. Now even the food God sent to keep them alive was good enough. “Oh. We
had it so much better in Egypt. Yeah, we were enslaved, but at least we had
better food than this tasteless freeze dried astronaut food we pick up every
morning. There isn’t even any water to help it slide down our gullets. Alas and
alack. It sucks to be us.”
God usually has a pretty long fuse in these
situations. But apparently not this time. God let loose a herpetologist’s
poisonous dream: snakes like in the Well of Souls in Raiders of the Lost Ark. Scaly, slithery, hissing snakes. And not
just garter snakes or bull snakes, either. These were snake with fangs and
venom: real killers who could shut down your nervous system or make your flesh
go necrotic. The Israelites were right to shut their whiny traps and turn to
Moses who had God’s ear.
I don’t think today we’d dare place the blame on God
for sending fork-tongued adders and asps as his impatient response to our
carping. We wouldn’t to consider for a moment that God, our nice, soft-spoken
God of American affluence, would respond with venom. But the Israelites did.
They had the willingness to look at their own actions and the presence of mind
to see God’s hand in it all. And they knew they were in trouble. This was God
biting the mouths that bit the hands that fed them. They called out, “Hey,
Moshe! Folks are dying here. Go tell God we’re sorry. And for everyone’s sake,
make it stop!”
Isn’t that just how it goes with sinners like us?
Captive to ourselves, our will is bound, and we can’t help wanting to micromanage
God’s affairs. It’s been true for us since Adam and Eve thought they should put
together an Edenic supper menu that included fruit from the tree of the
knowledge of good and evil – even though God had expressly told them death
would be the result. Nope, we just have to be Burger King patrons who always
want to have it our way. And we don’t leave it at choosing lettuce, tomato,
ketchup and mayo on our cheeseburgers. No, we think we can tell God where and
when disease, disasters, and the doofuses around us should trip up the
well-laid plans of mice and men. Trouble rears its head, and we say, “Here’s a
hint, God: not now and not here. Try it on those people over there at some time
when were far away.” We suspect that God may not really regard us with
kindness. We’re certain that, at the very least, our intentions are good.
We’re convinced we know what’s best for us and how
God ought to treat us. His options
are 1. Create pastries that won’t go to our hips and bellies, 2. Keep us going
healthy and strong until we say we’re
ready to be done with life, and 3. Stop acting like you’re God or something (we
know you are, but, God, give us a break already). The Israelites wouldn’t look
to God for food in due season. They wouldn’t open their eyes to see God moving
through the wilderness with their every forward and frequent backward steps.
They refused to acknowledge the one in whose palms their lives and their
futures lay.
When the whining started up this time, the fangs
came out. On the surface it seems like God was inflicting retribution and
punishment for their faithlessness. But something more is going on here. God,
who’d been keep them safe without the Israelites knowing or acknowledging it,
now pulled back the hand that had kept danger at bay. God let the world loose.
In this case it was snakes, but it surely could have been letting government
corruption have its way or an antibiotic-resistant microbe or bad sitcoms or
countless other awful things we’d rather not encounter. But the wilderness
snakes were not the end God was after. Mere punishment is the move of lesser
gods like Baal, Astarte, Odin, and the American god of popularity who runs
passing time in any middle school. Cross the gods and the old karma will kick
in. You’ll get what’s coming to you.
But God is after something way more important: The
Greek word for it is metanoia, which
we usually translate as “repentance,” but really means “turning around.” God
wanted the Israelites to turn to him and see just who had created them and had
given them their bodies and souls and all their members and who had preserved
them all along their journey. In short, God wanted their relationship with him
to be one of trust. He wanted them to see what his essence was. The problem was
that, for the Israelites just like it always is for sinners like us, God is the
last place we’ll think of looking.
During Lent we get rid of the alleluia we sing
before the gospel reading in worship and trade it for the Lenten verse: “Return
to the Lord your God, for his gracious and merciful, slow to anger, and
abounding in steadfast love.” How are to return? How are we to look to God when
there are so many more tangible things that might do the trick? God has to
literally grab our heads and physically turn them for us to look where he
wants, to gaze upon a gracious God.
So he told Moses to cast a bronze serpent, put it on
a stick, and raise it up for everyone to look at. If the Israelites wouldn’t
look to him for manna, quails, grace, and mercy, he’d give them something that
would force them. Getting bitten by a Middle Eastern asp is a sure head-turner:
Snakebite, ouch, oh no, what’ll I do, turn toward God behind the bronze
serpent, and ah, new life. The vipers and the bronze serpent wouldn’t have had to
happen. God was happy to guide and protect them, but the Israelites wouldn’t
have it. So by standing behind the sign of the bronze serpent in a time of deep
trouble and danger, God made himself unignorable. The Israelites wouldn’t be
able to look anywhere else.
If not for one thing, this story would be just one
among many cool stories for my inner twelve-year-old in the Old Testament,
right up there with Jael putting a tent stake through an enemy general’s head,
King David dancing naked, and the prophet Isaiah siccing bears on some boys who
were mocking his bald head. Just another Bible story too dangerous for Sunday morning,
except for the fact that Jesus apparently knew and loved it. The bronze serpent
lifted up in the wilderness took on ultimate meaning when Jesus brought it into
his conversation with the Pharisee Nicodemus who’d come to him under cover of
night. Jesus told Nicodemus that what he’d eventually see in him was exactly
what happened with the Israelites, the snakebites, and the bronze serpent
lifted up in the wilderness.
You’re bound to encounter snakes in your lives. I
grew up in western South Dakota and am entirely familiar with prairie rattlers.
Every year we’d go out to my grandparents’ cattle ranch, all of us aunts and
uncles, cousins, hired hands, and neighbors to go rattlesnake hunting. We’d
park the pick-ups and station wagons around a rattlesnake den, and the men
folks would pull out their .22’s and shot guns and blow away. We kids would hop
out of one pick-up box and run across the prairie grass to another pick-up,
making sure we were dodging anything slithery and heading to another safe steel
island.
That’s great fun-and-games for western kids like me,
but a couple fangs in a calf or through a cowboy boot would have ended the fun.
Then the emergency would have begun. The snakebite kit would have been pulled
out of a glove compartment. An X would be sliced with a razor blade across each
fang mark. Blood and venom would be sucked out and spat on the ground. A
blazing fast car ride the 60 miles to the closest hospital would happen. And
prayers, deep fervent prayers, would be begun.
It doesn’t take an actual snake for this to happen.
You’ve experienced it in your own lives: something happens where life get away
from you, where you lose your grip, where suddenly it’s all gone haywire and
you don’t know where to turn. Up until that point, it’s so darned easy to slide
through your days, assuming you’re the one controlling and concocting your
future. But now you’re helpless. God is certainly not the author of evil, but God isn’t above using its appearance in
our lives to draw you away from the danger and into his embrace.
Twelve years ago, my wife’s older sister died
suddenly and unexpectedly from a prolapsed heart valve. Her son who’d just
graduated from high school found her dead in bed in the morning. Her husband
was out of town and wasn’t answering, so my nephew called me for help. To make
matters worse, the day of that phone call was the day we were moving a
truckload of stuff out of storage and another truckload from our apartment into
the first house we ever bought.
We were absolutely paralyzed with grief and didn’t know
how to make the move or the trip to the Twin Cities for a funeral happen. I
tell you, that’s one of the few times that I prayed when it didn’t feel like a
chore. It was a time Mary and I prayed wrapped up in each other’s arms under
the covers at bed time. “God help us.” It was a day when our eighth-grade son
said, “Mom and Dad, we need to pray,” and the proceeded to be the mature and
trusting one in our family, leading us in calling on God to be not just very
present help in trouble, but our very
present help in this trouble.
That’s your story, too. Your captive will and
clouded-over eyes let you think it’s all copacetic. And then the bottom drops
out, and you discover prayer. You can attempt some chemo or radiation for the
glioblastoma in your brain, but you know it’s all in God’s hands. You stand
accused because the truth you’ve hidden comes out, and you’ve got no way out.
You face the stark unavoidable fact of a cold body in a coffin and hope against
hope for a coming resurrection. I could go on and on and on, because the
serpents in our wildernesses are countless.
We can’t ask Moses to help. He’s been dead for
thousands of years. But we have something better, we have a Lord,
God-in-the-flesh, who was nailed to a tree, crucified, died, buried, and
raised. And we have proclaimers like Pastor Curtis, who raise Jesus up week
after week after week. Have you ever noticed that when he says the Words of
Institution before communion he lifts up the bread and wine for you to see? Sound
familiar? God has seen fit to send us more than a bronze serpent. He’s placed
himself in the way of human wrath and violence, to take on the punishment we
deserve. He’s given us the church and its pastors to put before you Jesus who
is the Resurrection and the Life, so that you might look to him and live.
This year marks the 500th anniversary of
Luther’s 95 Theses and the start of the Reformation. If we’re going to remember
and celebrate anything about it this year, let’s have it be this gospel promise
that stood at the center of all Luther preached and taught: Christ emptied
himself of all divine power to be lifted up on Golgotha for you, so that your
serpents in the wilderness would have no more power over you, so that you might
be delivered from sin, death, and the Devil, so that, baptized into his death,
you might be raised with him to an eternity where death is no longer a fact of
human existence.
If today, life’s bitter fangs have sunk into you,
then you may already know Christ lifted up for you, and can look to him. But if
you don’t yet know that he is determined to fully be your savior and antidote
to venom, then I know a pastor who’s ready to tell you about the gifts of
baptism. If you’re hungry for mercy, Christ’s body and blood will be lifted up
any moment now. If you ache for a community, you’ll find it in those
surrounding you who will provide you the mutual conversation and consolation of
the saints.
And when you hear the Devil’s hiss at your feet, you
can crush that old adder with your heel and say, “Don’t even bother with me.
I’ve been vaccinated against you by the blood and water that flowed from my
Lord’s side. Go try attacking someone with weaker gods. I’ve been given new life
and I’m going to go live it. Don’t let the door hit you on your way out.” You
may not have ever wanted to be in a situation where you have to look to your
lifted up Lord for life, but that what he has for you. Both today and the next
time the snakes slither in. Amen.
And now may the peace which far surpasses all our
human understanding keep turning our heads to the risen Lord. Amen.
Repentance and the life of vocation
This lecture was part of the 500th Anniversary Reformation Retreat at Holy Cross Lutheran Church, Maple Lake, Minnesota, which is served by a faithful, Confessional pastor, Culynn Curtis.
We’re going to operate a bit differently than we did the last hour. We’re going to be a little more active in our learning than we were with my lecture on the will. Call the 12th person in your contacts (or the next one if not appropriate to call now). Tell them what you’re doing here today, and ask them to look around and tell you one thing they see. [Wait for calls. Ask what the contact said.] We’ll come back to these things in a bit.
The Latin word for what we’re dealing with is vocation. It means “calling.” It’s like when you’d be playing with the neighborhood kids on a summer evening and, as the twilight darkened, your mom would call out the back door: “Hoo-hoo!” You knew her call. It was different from the other parents. And you responded. Vocatio is calling. Luther never wrote anything specifically about vocation, although the idea is present all over the place wherever he talks about the Christian life: In Freedom of a Christian, in the Table of Duties in the Catechism, and in its descriptions of how life is lived faithfully under the Commandment in his Catechism explanations. For Luther, Christian vocation happens in the world your contacts told you something about – in all those places that the things they spotted exist. And even more, it happens within the relationship you have with your contacts or, as Luther (and Jesus) called them, “your neighbors.”
Let’s get some things out of the way before we go any further. Vocation isn’t your job or career. Grand View students who have to take a general education core seminar on vocation their senior year often make that mistake. There’s such pressure for them to get their act together and know how they’re going to live, eat, pay off school loans, and, if they’re smart, how they’ll have enough to retire on. If vocation isn’t your job, your job is still part of your vocation, but just a limited part. Frederic Buechner once defined vocation as “where your great passion meets the world’s great need.” That’s nice on the surface. But it leaves me open to thinking my vocation has to be fulfilling, something that gives me joy, pleasure, and goose bumps. And then I’m stuck back at the curved-in state with a bound will and an imagined deed to God’s throne. On top of that, Buechner’s definition leaves an important party out of the equation: God.
So let’s see if we can’t tackle what Luther’s doctrine of vocation is by coming at it from an angle most people, including theologians to approach it from. Vocation isn’t about your work in the world but your identity as someone who is dead and risen in Christ. Five hundred years ago this month, Martin Luther had had his fill of people in the church ignoring the fullness of what Christ did on the cross. In 1512 the university faculty had gotten permission from the chancellor to bestow a doctoral degree on him. As part of the ceremony they gave him an open and closed Bible, a doctoral cap called a biretta, and a gold ring. And he, in turn, made an oath to teach the truth and basically rat out others who didn’t.
Luther smelled a rat in the work of Johann Tetzel who’d been selling indulgences nearby, but he’d already question many of the main supports for the Scholastic theology he himself had been taught. Indulgence sellers like Tetzel preached that the pope would grant a reprieve from working off your sins in purgatory after you died if you’d just do a good work like, maybe, donating to the Go Fund Me page for St. Peter’s Basilica back in Rome. But in his classroom Luther had slowly become more direct in declaring that there wasn’t a single thing you could do to merit even a kind glance from God. The fact of capital-S Sin was too big. And Luther began to have the sense that that was true of the bait-and-switch tactics of indulgences: They pull you in with a sweet deal and take your money, but they can’t actually provide you with what they said. In this case, it was forgiveness of sins and merit before God.
So when Luther pulled together the set of statements, the Ninety-Five Theses, he wanted to debate about the issue, the one that started everything off assumed that truth: you can’t git ‘er done. Instead of trying to do something good little thing for God, God required every last bit of you: bone, sinew, muscle, and ear lobes. The first of the ninety-five theses that sparked the explosion we call the Reformation was this: “When our Lord and Master Jesus Christ, bids us to repent, he intends an entire life of repentance.” In other words, because sin is about your having grabbed the gusto for yourself, turning away from sin is going to cost you your life.
Jesus is out to have you, body and soul, and once he has you your life won’t be yours anymore. You will belong to him, and he will give you a mission: to unbend and look to him for your life. Did you think your baptism was just something sweet where Norwegian grandmas says, “Oh, for cute” when the baby squirms? Luther stood with Paul in Romans, knowing that even while you were a sinner Christ died for you, and having been baptized into his death you’ve been raised to new life. Already. Today. When you begin looking at the world, your neighbors, and your life through that lens, everything changes. The way you thought the world functioned gets turned upside-down.
There are two stories at play in your life: the story of this world and its powers and the story of Jesus crucified and risen. In the first story you’re taught to understand everything in terms of cause and effect, like Newtonian physics or Aristotle’s chain of causation. Everything is caused by something else. You get what you pay for. There’s no such things as a free lunch. You need to look out for number one. Just do it. Become an army of one. Every advertising spot you’ve ever seen has this story at its core. Every action movie that’s come across your screen and nearly every novel has it as the thing that moves the plot. You have to move forward and make your life happen. And all those things your contacts told you they saw? Those bits and pieces of the world are just tools to help you advance yourself into your desired future. Worse yet, so are your contacts – if you’re lucky. Because if they’re not tools to use to your advantage, then they’re either competition for the goods you want to acquire or a threat to your plan or to your very existence.
As a character in this story, then, along with Adam and Eve in the Garden, you can’t help regarding yourself as the centerpiece – a Copernican sun around which everything and everyone else revolves. And you spend your days building on sand, advancing your career for who knows what, mowing the grass every week only to mow again next week, wrinkles deepening, flesh bulbs sagging, waist expanding, and one day you’re done. All that’s left will be the set of experiences and unnecessary plastic objects you’ve accumulated. The plastic will be around forever, but the experiences that formed you will be gone. As the psalmist says, the grass flourisheth and dieth. Vanity of vanities, all is vanities, says the preacher in Ecclesiastes, or as another paraphrase puts it, it’s all just smoke.
The most earthly good you’ll have been, as Luther once called himself, will to serve as a stinking pile of manure. It such a hopeless, nihilistic story the world is writing for you. Even the creation itself, which God made as a blessing, rots and dies. In spite of rainbows and fall colors and funny kitten memes, it all feels like it’s spinning down as evil ascends and the good loses ground each day. Like Paul, the good that we would do, we don’t do. The bad we wouldn’t do, we wind up doing. And we look to God and wonder when he’ll finally deal with it. It’s an apocalyptic story, less of a zombie disaster than the slow inexorable grind until things can’t possibly go any further.
But Jesus’ story offers something different. It’s the story where you don’t have to wait for the end of the world or the end of your life to know how the plot resolves. In his cross and empty tomb, Christ is the end of all things, that is, the goal that everything has been headed toward and the one who breaks in to say, “Enough, already! I’m in charge now.” Where the first story is all about meeting life’s demands, this second story is all about God’s promise from the foundation of the world coming to fulfillment for you in this person Jesus. In him the plot twists, so that nothing functions the same way ever again. For he announces the kingdom of heaven at hand, where the evidence of the end of the world’s death spiral has come: the blind see, the deaf hear, the lame walk, the dead are raised – imperishable, at the last trumpet, so that we can look even death in the face and say, “Where is your sting? Where is your power? My Lord is raised, and he’s promised to make the resurrection mine.”
At this point you may be thinking we’ve driven off the vocation map, but we’re closer than ever. That’s because now you are a citizen of a new realm where Jesus’ beatitudes are true. Those who mourn, who hunger and thirst for righteousness, and who lose their lives for Christ’s sake are blessed. This is a realm where the first are last and the last first. This is a divine government where justice comes as a gift, where control is regarded as overvalued, and service is the currency of the kingdom. Your story is not one of endless dreck to slog through, the world around you isn’t a series of Australian poisonous snakes and deadly jellyfish.
In fact, as Luther said in Freedom of a Christian, in this story you’ve been written into you are a perfectly free lord of all, subject to no one else. And at the same time you’ve been given a life of real meaning where you are completely in service to others. And all you can do is look around in wonder that you were caught up in it, that it was here all along, and that what looked like demands and disaster were really blessings and life. All you can do is continually repent, turn around, turn your back on the sterile old black-and-white meaninglessness. When our Lord and Master Jesus Christ bids you to repent, you can say, “I’m already with you. I’ve had enough of that other stuff.”
All this talk is important for us, so we don’t treat a conversation about vocation as just jotting down a list of things we’re good at doing. Your new story of life in Christ is one of relationships. That’s what God was doing when he expressed himself with his word at the beginning: God was creating and forming relationships with the creation and with his creatures. In the narrative of God and God’s chosen people, we see the shape of God’s plot where the promiser keeps making a covenant happen in spite of the faithlessness of the Israelites. And now for us, our vocation is also tied up in the kinds of relationships that grow as fruit when we’re trees planted by eternal waters. The way you know what your vocation, your callings, and your stations in life are is to look at your relationships in this new light.
Here’s what I’d like you to do. I’d like you to take your paper and put your name in the middle of it. Now you’re going to create a map, a web of your many relationships. We’re going to see the geography of your vocation is yours alone. No one has one exactly like yours. And it’s the context for your life of faith. You’ve established who’s in your web, identify the relationships: I’d label mine husband, father, teacher, citizen, neighbor, etc.
Now think about the tasks that these relationships call you to carry out. I need to grade papers. I need to attend faculty meetings. I needs to share household chores fairly. I need to drive safely on Highway 55 on my way to Maple Lake. I need to pay my taxes. I need to preach and teach. What are your tasks?
Finally, consider what qualities and characteristics would allow to carry out those duties well. I need diligence, fairness, and generosity to grade papers. I need patience with other drivers. I need grit to go to faculty meetings. I need the willingness to have the word claim my will whenever I preach and teach. What kind of person do you need to be to do your tasks within your vocational relationships?
When you look at your set of lists, now you can hear what Luther said about our Christian lives. Since we don’t have to do anything for our salvation and God doesn’t require our good works, now you’ve got bushels of good works you can aim at more useful places. You have neighbors around you who need your works for their lives, just as you need theirs. You all need me to drive safely on highway 55 so that you can arrive home in one piece. My neighbors in Puerto Rico and Florida and the Texas gulf need my help to recover, my dollars, my votes, my political pressure. Future inhabitants of this planet need me to care for the creation. And my dog Millie needs me to give her food and water every morning after I’ve gotten the paper from our front stoop.
In Freedom of a Christian, Luther argued that our neighbors’ needs are the first reason to do good works. But your last list of qualities needed to serve is connected to the second reason Luther said we do good works: to control the old person in us who still suspects the story may be fiction and who still thinks they need to follow the old path. If you did what AA calls a fearless and searching moral inventory and then compared it with your last list, you’ll find yourself wanting.
The only way for those qualities to become part of you is for the old person to be put down. We need to keep finding ourselves in places where we say, “This stuff is killing me.” This is what baptism means for daily living. “It means that our old sinful selves, with all their evil deeds and desires, should be drowned through daily repentance, so that a new self can arise to live with God in righteousness and purity forever.”
When your bound will is freed by the gospel and you’re pulled away from your days constructing yourself, then you won’t have it any other way. You’ll begin to cherish the new story. You’ll want to bear the fruit of the Spirit in Galatians 5: love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control, and all those other qualities on your list. And you’ll look for opportunities to let yourself go a little, a little more, and still more, for the sake of your neighbor. You’ll feed the hungry, give drink to the thirsty, clothe the naked, visit the imprisoned and sick.
Think of what a radically different view Luther gave us is from the one he was handed in the church of his day. True vocations were only those with religious qualities to them – especially the calling to be a priest, monk, or nun. And even there, there was a hierarchy that stretched all the way to the pope in Rome. But this new narrative grounded in the gospel was like those video clips of color-blind people putting on those special sunglasses that let them see the full range of colors around them. Where before the question was “What do I need to do to be saved”, now the question was, “Given all that Christ has already done to free you, what do you want to do with your life?”
Isn’t this a vision the world sorely needs today? We’re steeped in a world of empty celebrities, demands to pull ourselves up by our own bootstraps, and life whose goodness is judged by how many toys you’ve accumulated, whether you’re clothed in the proper style, and whether you have the latest rendition of your handheld gadget. In a life of faithful vocation, though, you’ve have so very much more. You have neighbors. You have gifts. You have opportunities to turn from your old self. You have a Lord who sees fit to give you everything need for this life and its many days of service.
We’re going to operate a bit differently than we did the last hour. We’re going to be a little more active in our learning than we were with my lecture on the will. Call the 12th person in your contacts (or the next one if not appropriate to call now). Tell them what you’re doing here today, and ask them to look around and tell you one thing they see. [Wait for calls. Ask what the contact said.] We’ll come back to these things in a bit.
The Latin word for what we’re dealing with is vocation. It means “calling.” It’s like when you’d be playing with the neighborhood kids on a summer evening and, as the twilight darkened, your mom would call out the back door: “Hoo-hoo!” You knew her call. It was different from the other parents. And you responded. Vocatio is calling. Luther never wrote anything specifically about vocation, although the idea is present all over the place wherever he talks about the Christian life: In Freedom of a Christian, in the Table of Duties in the Catechism, and in its descriptions of how life is lived faithfully under the Commandment in his Catechism explanations. For Luther, Christian vocation happens in the world your contacts told you something about – in all those places that the things they spotted exist. And even more, it happens within the relationship you have with your contacts or, as Luther (and Jesus) called them, “your neighbors.”
Let’s get some things out of the way before we go any further. Vocation isn’t your job or career. Grand View students who have to take a general education core seminar on vocation their senior year often make that mistake. There’s such pressure for them to get their act together and know how they’re going to live, eat, pay off school loans, and, if they’re smart, how they’ll have enough to retire on. If vocation isn’t your job, your job is still part of your vocation, but just a limited part. Frederic Buechner once defined vocation as “where your great passion meets the world’s great need.” That’s nice on the surface. But it leaves me open to thinking my vocation has to be fulfilling, something that gives me joy, pleasure, and goose bumps. And then I’m stuck back at the curved-in state with a bound will and an imagined deed to God’s throne. On top of that, Buechner’s definition leaves an important party out of the equation: God.
So let’s see if we can’t tackle what Luther’s doctrine of vocation is by coming at it from an angle most people, including theologians to approach it from. Vocation isn’t about your work in the world but your identity as someone who is dead and risen in Christ. Five hundred years ago this month, Martin Luther had had his fill of people in the church ignoring the fullness of what Christ did on the cross. In 1512 the university faculty had gotten permission from the chancellor to bestow a doctoral degree on him. As part of the ceremony they gave him an open and closed Bible, a doctoral cap called a biretta, and a gold ring. And he, in turn, made an oath to teach the truth and basically rat out others who didn’t.
Luther smelled a rat in the work of Johann Tetzel who’d been selling indulgences nearby, but he’d already question many of the main supports for the Scholastic theology he himself had been taught. Indulgence sellers like Tetzel preached that the pope would grant a reprieve from working off your sins in purgatory after you died if you’d just do a good work like, maybe, donating to the Go Fund Me page for St. Peter’s Basilica back in Rome. But in his classroom Luther had slowly become more direct in declaring that there wasn’t a single thing you could do to merit even a kind glance from God. The fact of capital-S Sin was too big. And Luther began to have the sense that that was true of the bait-and-switch tactics of indulgences: They pull you in with a sweet deal and take your money, but they can’t actually provide you with what they said. In this case, it was forgiveness of sins and merit before God.
So when Luther pulled together the set of statements, the Ninety-Five Theses, he wanted to debate about the issue, the one that started everything off assumed that truth: you can’t git ‘er done. Instead of trying to do something good little thing for God, God required every last bit of you: bone, sinew, muscle, and ear lobes. The first of the ninety-five theses that sparked the explosion we call the Reformation was this: “When our Lord and Master Jesus Christ, bids us to repent, he intends an entire life of repentance.” In other words, because sin is about your having grabbed the gusto for yourself, turning away from sin is going to cost you your life.
Jesus is out to have you, body and soul, and once he has you your life won’t be yours anymore. You will belong to him, and he will give you a mission: to unbend and look to him for your life. Did you think your baptism was just something sweet where Norwegian grandmas says, “Oh, for cute” when the baby squirms? Luther stood with Paul in Romans, knowing that even while you were a sinner Christ died for you, and having been baptized into his death you’ve been raised to new life. Already. Today. When you begin looking at the world, your neighbors, and your life through that lens, everything changes. The way you thought the world functioned gets turned upside-down.
There are two stories at play in your life: the story of this world and its powers and the story of Jesus crucified and risen. In the first story you’re taught to understand everything in terms of cause and effect, like Newtonian physics or Aristotle’s chain of causation. Everything is caused by something else. You get what you pay for. There’s no such things as a free lunch. You need to look out for number one. Just do it. Become an army of one. Every advertising spot you’ve ever seen has this story at its core. Every action movie that’s come across your screen and nearly every novel has it as the thing that moves the plot. You have to move forward and make your life happen. And all those things your contacts told you they saw? Those bits and pieces of the world are just tools to help you advance yourself into your desired future. Worse yet, so are your contacts – if you’re lucky. Because if they’re not tools to use to your advantage, then they’re either competition for the goods you want to acquire or a threat to your plan or to your very existence.
As a character in this story, then, along with Adam and Eve in the Garden, you can’t help regarding yourself as the centerpiece – a Copernican sun around which everything and everyone else revolves. And you spend your days building on sand, advancing your career for who knows what, mowing the grass every week only to mow again next week, wrinkles deepening, flesh bulbs sagging, waist expanding, and one day you’re done. All that’s left will be the set of experiences and unnecessary plastic objects you’ve accumulated. The plastic will be around forever, but the experiences that formed you will be gone. As the psalmist says, the grass flourisheth and dieth. Vanity of vanities, all is vanities, says the preacher in Ecclesiastes, or as another paraphrase puts it, it’s all just smoke.
The most earthly good you’ll have been, as Luther once called himself, will to serve as a stinking pile of manure. It such a hopeless, nihilistic story the world is writing for you. Even the creation itself, which God made as a blessing, rots and dies. In spite of rainbows and fall colors and funny kitten memes, it all feels like it’s spinning down as evil ascends and the good loses ground each day. Like Paul, the good that we would do, we don’t do. The bad we wouldn’t do, we wind up doing. And we look to God and wonder when he’ll finally deal with it. It’s an apocalyptic story, less of a zombie disaster than the slow inexorable grind until things can’t possibly go any further.
But Jesus’ story offers something different. It’s the story where you don’t have to wait for the end of the world or the end of your life to know how the plot resolves. In his cross and empty tomb, Christ is the end of all things, that is, the goal that everything has been headed toward and the one who breaks in to say, “Enough, already! I’m in charge now.” Where the first story is all about meeting life’s demands, this second story is all about God’s promise from the foundation of the world coming to fulfillment for you in this person Jesus. In him the plot twists, so that nothing functions the same way ever again. For he announces the kingdom of heaven at hand, where the evidence of the end of the world’s death spiral has come: the blind see, the deaf hear, the lame walk, the dead are raised – imperishable, at the last trumpet, so that we can look even death in the face and say, “Where is your sting? Where is your power? My Lord is raised, and he’s promised to make the resurrection mine.”
At this point you may be thinking we’ve driven off the vocation map, but we’re closer than ever. That’s because now you are a citizen of a new realm where Jesus’ beatitudes are true. Those who mourn, who hunger and thirst for righteousness, and who lose their lives for Christ’s sake are blessed. This is a realm where the first are last and the last first. This is a divine government where justice comes as a gift, where control is regarded as overvalued, and service is the currency of the kingdom. Your story is not one of endless dreck to slog through, the world around you isn’t a series of Australian poisonous snakes and deadly jellyfish.
In fact, as Luther said in Freedom of a Christian, in this story you’ve been written into you are a perfectly free lord of all, subject to no one else. And at the same time you’ve been given a life of real meaning where you are completely in service to others. And all you can do is look around in wonder that you were caught up in it, that it was here all along, and that what looked like demands and disaster were really blessings and life. All you can do is continually repent, turn around, turn your back on the sterile old black-and-white meaninglessness. When our Lord and Master Jesus Christ bids you to repent, you can say, “I’m already with you. I’ve had enough of that other stuff.”
All this talk is important for us, so we don’t treat a conversation about vocation as just jotting down a list of things we’re good at doing. Your new story of life in Christ is one of relationships. That’s what God was doing when he expressed himself with his word at the beginning: God was creating and forming relationships with the creation and with his creatures. In the narrative of God and God’s chosen people, we see the shape of God’s plot where the promiser keeps making a covenant happen in spite of the faithlessness of the Israelites. And now for us, our vocation is also tied up in the kinds of relationships that grow as fruit when we’re trees planted by eternal waters. The way you know what your vocation, your callings, and your stations in life are is to look at your relationships in this new light.
Here’s what I’d like you to do. I’d like you to take your paper and put your name in the middle of it. Now you’re going to create a map, a web of your many relationships. We’re going to see the geography of your vocation is yours alone. No one has one exactly like yours. And it’s the context for your life of faith. You’ve established who’s in your web, identify the relationships: I’d label mine husband, father, teacher, citizen, neighbor, etc.
Now think about the tasks that these relationships call you to carry out. I need to grade papers. I need to attend faculty meetings. I needs to share household chores fairly. I need to drive safely on Highway 55 on my way to Maple Lake. I need to pay my taxes. I need to preach and teach. What are your tasks?
Finally, consider what qualities and characteristics would allow to carry out those duties well. I need diligence, fairness, and generosity to grade papers. I need patience with other drivers. I need grit to go to faculty meetings. I need the willingness to have the word claim my will whenever I preach and teach. What kind of person do you need to be to do your tasks within your vocational relationships?
When you look at your set of lists, now you can hear what Luther said about our Christian lives. Since we don’t have to do anything for our salvation and God doesn’t require our good works, now you’ve got bushels of good works you can aim at more useful places. You have neighbors around you who need your works for their lives, just as you need theirs. You all need me to drive safely on highway 55 so that you can arrive home in one piece. My neighbors in Puerto Rico and Florida and the Texas gulf need my help to recover, my dollars, my votes, my political pressure. Future inhabitants of this planet need me to care for the creation. And my dog Millie needs me to give her food and water every morning after I’ve gotten the paper from our front stoop.
In Freedom of a Christian, Luther argued that our neighbors’ needs are the first reason to do good works. But your last list of qualities needed to serve is connected to the second reason Luther said we do good works: to control the old person in us who still suspects the story may be fiction and who still thinks they need to follow the old path. If you did what AA calls a fearless and searching moral inventory and then compared it with your last list, you’ll find yourself wanting.
The only way for those qualities to become part of you is for the old person to be put down. We need to keep finding ourselves in places where we say, “This stuff is killing me.” This is what baptism means for daily living. “It means that our old sinful selves, with all their evil deeds and desires, should be drowned through daily repentance, so that a new self can arise to live with God in righteousness and purity forever.”
When your bound will is freed by the gospel and you’re pulled away from your days constructing yourself, then you won’t have it any other way. You’ll begin to cherish the new story. You’ll want to bear the fruit of the Spirit in Galatians 5: love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control, and all those other qualities on your list. And you’ll look for opportunities to let yourself go a little, a little more, and still more, for the sake of your neighbor. You’ll feed the hungry, give drink to the thirsty, clothe the naked, visit the imprisoned and sick.
Think of what a radically different view Luther gave us is from the one he was handed in the church of his day. True vocations were only those with religious qualities to them – especially the calling to be a priest, monk, or nun. And even there, there was a hierarchy that stretched all the way to the pope in Rome. But this new narrative grounded in the gospel was like those video clips of color-blind people putting on those special sunglasses that let them see the full range of colors around them. Where before the question was “What do I need to do to be saved”, now the question was, “Given all that Christ has already done to free you, what do you want to do with your life?”
Isn’t this a vision the world sorely needs today? We’re steeped in a world of empty celebrities, demands to pull ourselves up by our own bootstraps, and life whose goodness is judged by how many toys you’ve accumulated, whether you’re clothed in the proper style, and whether you have the latest rendition of your handheld gadget. In a life of faithful vocation, though, you’ve have so very much more. You have neighbors. You have gifts. You have opportunities to turn from your old self. You have a Lord who sees fit to give you everything need for this life and its many days of service.
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